by handbags_harris »
04 Jun 2014 20:37
I was devastated after 95, the closest I've been to tears after a match. That was so close to dream come true stuff, I thought we'd never be there in that situation again. 2001 was equally gutting, watching that small pocket of Walsall fans wet themselves in ecstasy. In 2011 the fact we'd been pretty soundly beaten in both league matches by Swansea, despite just a 1-0 scoreline, suggested to me that I'd be disappointed again so I resigned myself to it. I'd been saying for days to anyone who'd listen (and plenty who didn't want to to boot!) pre-match that I wasn't too fussed whether we went up or not, and had convinced myself of exactly that, but there was a great photo taken by Turns at half time. It is of me, and the face clearly shows just what I'm feeling. That feeling of devastation is back, and despite the rally in the second half I left dejected again at full time, pissed off more with our appalling defensive shambles than anything else.I suppose the moral of this is that I can enjoy the atmosphere pre-match (I certainly did in 2001, those tits really weren't bad at all), soak it up, or I can just turn up and convince myself I'm not really bothered. The fact is that if my team loses, regardless of the mindset I enter the match with, I'll leave that stadium dejected, pissed off, upset that we've lost in yet another big game. But I'll be there for the next one, just like I've been there for the previous three...